"I demand unconditional love and complete freedom. That is why I am terrible."
"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."
I still don’t know how to accept compliments without either sounding cocky or unappreciative
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.
you’re not a friend if people do this to you, you’re a doormat, these people are toxic’ they degrade you in their pathetic effort to find self confidence. It won’t always be like that if you are brave enough to leave them behind and find people who really value you. Don’t do this to yourself, you deserve better and you will find it.